*youlootamax

Commission me!

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Stamps full of win:
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Hahah so MSN isn't working for me right now Dunno if it's not working for anyone or not, but I just know it's not working for me >___>;;;

But anywho, seeing as I've now been tagged twice for the following thing, I guess I better do it >__>;;;

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post, 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment, telling them they're tagged
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1. I've never really fangirled in my life, even though I am both a girl, and a fan of many things. I just... don't fangirl over fictional characters, and never have, and probably never will. On that same note, it's really really hard for me to get all that excited about anything. I don't mean just screaming and jumping all over the place excited, just... in general o_o Someone tells me I'm going to do something I've always wanted to do my whole life, I just go "oh, cool I'm glad I'm finally going to do it!" but nothing really beyond that.

2. I have a sense of humor, but no one knows about it except for the people who talk to me online or the people who actually managed to get really close to me IRL >_>;;; And I love saying stupid stuff and cracking jokes all the time. I just don't to most people.

3. I'm currently teaching myself how to make sound effects with my mouth, and when I was younger, as a pastime, I would do voiceacting >__>;; Like... extreme voice acting. You know how most kids when playing with their toys would make them all sound the same when they were talking? I'd actually attempt to make them all sound different, and was probably pretty good at it. I want to pick it back up, since it's something a lot of people have a hard time with, but seeing as many of my idols are voice actors (not drawing artists >___>;; Jim Cummings is my biggest living idol and is the only idol I've ever really raved about. ) I -really- want to pick it up again.

4. I'm not a chocolate fan by any stretch of the imagination. Not only that, but it sometimes makes my mouth burn, along with peanuts, bananas, and a lot of salty things. Lemon heads are the worst I ate one once my first quarter of college and my mouth wouldn't stop hurting for an entire week.

5. I've hurt myself pretty badly on numerous occasions, but the last time I actually cried about hurting myself, I was probably about five years old. I also don't really complain about it all that much when I'm actually -hurt- hurt >_>;;; I burned myself on a waffle iron the end of my second quarter in college and got about five blisters that stung worse than anything I've ever gotten, and I don't think even half my friends knew about it, and the only reason the first half knew is they'd either ask about why I had so many bandaids all over my hands, or I just happened to tell them about it <_<

6. I've set foot in over half of the 50 states in the US, but I've never actually set foot out of the country, despite having been in several states very close to Canada. I've also been in the ocean, but never over it.

7. I can get good at anything I decide to pick up, really quickly, as I'm a really fast learner. Sure, this also means I never become an -expert- at them, but I do get pretty good. I'm talking about anything here from sports to arts and crafts.

8. My ideas are always spur of the moment, and I'm almost constantly getting them. Because of this, it makes it really hard for me to finish -anything- because I'm always coming up with new ideas for whatever my current interest is. Oh. And if I ever complain that I don't have any ideas for something, it's probably more likely I don't have any ideas I think are all that great, in my opinion >_>;; Also because of this, I get bored extremely easily, even if I'm doing something completely unrelated to having to use my imagination.

*bonus fact!* I ramble like nobodies business >__> But I don't think you needed me to tell you that.

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TODO LIST

For Others:
Kiriban Prize for Sari
Contest Prize for DayzeeChubb
Sketch Requests from [link]
Color collab with Britt
Color collab with Usi, whenever I get it
Do Harry Potter thingy picture (doing next after current project)

For Me:
Clean room >_>;;
Empty last two tubs from school
Finish MLP Custom
Work on Dragon stuffed animal
Make ref sheet for Hafnia
Make cover for Dimitri Dragon comic (rename it too >_>;; )
Finish First page of comic
Finish "At the Pub" picture
Finish "Here comes Trouble" picture
Finish "At the Hospital" picture
Finish "Blaze" picture
Finish "Kash the Dhole" picture
Design and Ad for something
Finish "Cutesy" picture
Don't start on any new big "OMG DETAIL" pictures until all the ones on this list are done >_>;;;
Make ref sheet for Steven
Make ref sheet for Liquor
Make ref sheet for Bojangles
Make ref sheet for Guurg
Make ref sheet for Gerald
Make ref sheet for Wielkefar
Make ref sheet for Kedgit (priority ref sheet)
Make ref sheet for Horatio
Make ref sheet for Roxanne
Make ref sheet for Frensel
Make ref sheet for Dax
Make ref sheet for Roy
Make ref sheet for Samsori
Make ref sheet for Detlek
Make ref sheet for Rafael
Make ref sheet for Oxyo
Make ref sheet for Tax
Make ref sheet for Locke
Make ref sheet for Oucardo
Draw Bandsona "Weid Al"
Draw Bandsona "Aqua"
Petpages for Bluff (almost done), Picard (working on), Tain, Oucardo, Cedric, Oxyo, Jhom, Alpontoe, Locke, Roy, Angst, Flava, Kurt, Eniki, Kash, Kolenta, Prince, Marth, Shillery, and Edgar ( <_<;; there's no way I'm going to get all of these done before September, but I can at least try. )

I'm still waiting to see colored collabs from the following:

Commission me!

GO TEAM >= D




Our Comic:


I am a member of the

Stamps full of win:
:thumb73509735:

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Sorry this took so long >__>;; I actually had it almost done before, but firefox crashed on me and I was too frustrated that I had to do it again to do it until now. I'm not going to write reasons as to why I picked each of these like I had been doing because I don't think I could write everything I had last time <__<;;

1. *skyesong




2. =negativezerro




3. =whiskey-lullaby




4. ~kowboykatz ( >__> Only has like, four things, but whatever, still deserves a feature)




5. *Special-Sari




6. ~Shuvva




7. ~KaiodaDragon




8. ~Kitokie (also only has four things, but still deserves the feature )




9. ~Sylvanyze




10. *Aldanax



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TODO LIST

For Others:
Kiriban Prize for Sari
Contest Prize for DayzeeChubb
Sketch Requests from [link]
Color collab with Britt
Color collab with Usi, whenever I get it
Do Harry Potter thingy picture (doing next after current project)

For Me:
Clean room >_>;;
Empty last two tubs from school
Finish MLP Custom
Work on Dragon stuffed animal
Make ref sheet for Hafnia
Make cover for Dimitri Dragon comic (rename it too >_>;; )
Finish First page of comic
Finish "At the Pub" picture
Finish "Here comes Trouble" picture
Finish "At the Hospital" picture
Finish "Blaze" picture
Finish "Kash the Dhole" picture
Design and Ad for something
Finish "Cutesy" picture
Don't start on any new big "OMG DETAIL" pictures until all the ones on this list are done >_>;;;
Make ref sheet for Steven
Make ref sheet for Liquor
Make ref sheet for Bojangles
Make ref sheet for Guurg
Make ref sheet for Gerald
Make ref sheet for Wielkefar
Make ref sheet for Kedgit (priority ref sheet)
Make ref sheet for Horatio
Make ref sheet for Roxanne
Make ref sheet for Frensel
Make ref sheet for Dax
Make ref sheet for Roy
Make ref sheet for Samsori
Make ref sheet for Detlek
Make ref sheet for Rafael
Make ref sheet for Oxyo
Make ref sheet for Tax
Make ref sheet for Locke
Make ref sheet for Oucardo
Draw Bandsona "Weid Al"
Draw Bandsona "Aqua"
Petpages for Bluff (almost done), Picard (working on), Tain, Oucardo, Cedric, Oxyo, Jhom, Alpontoe, Locke, Roy, Angst, Flava, Kurt, Eniki, Kash, Kolenta, Prince, Marth, Shillery, and Edgar ( <_<;; there's no way I'm going to get all of these done before September, but I can at least try. )

I'm still waiting to see colored collabs from the following:

Commission me!

GO TEAM >= D




Our Comic:


I am a member of the

Stamps full of win:
:thumb73509735:

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I want my money back from dA. I'm so pissed off right now that all the unsubscribers now get what I had to pay -30 freakin' dollars- for. HECK, if I had known they were going to just HAND you guys those features for free, I wouldn't have bought the stupid subscription in the first place.

I'm a college student, and I -need- every penny I have. It's rare I have fun money I can just toss around on stuff like subscriptions to dA. I could have done something else with that money.

I've actually already sent dA a complaint about this. It sucks I can't ask for my money back. (They've got a no refund policy after you've had the subscription over 24 hours.) Because that's what I want right now.

I've actually never gotten pissed off about a change a website makes. Usually it makes sense that they make the changes they do. But this? It makes no sense to me. Almost every subscriber I know bought the subscription because it made it easier for them to check their messages. I'm -REALLY- surprised that dA would just GIVE this away to the masses. I guess this proves that the dA staff really isn't a bunch of money grubbers, since they obviously don't want people paying for subscriptions anymore.

So for those of you who were thinking of subscribing: If they don't change this, don't bother. Being able to put dumb stamps in shoutboxes and journals, having a shout board, and being able to make your journal colorful isn't worth paying $30 a year for. Buy yourself that video game you've been wanting instead :/

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TODO LIST

For Others:
Kiriban Prize for Sari
Contest Prize for DayzeeChubb
Sketch Requests from [link]
Color collab with Britt
Color collab with Usi, whenever I get it
Do Harry Potter thingy picture (doing next after current project)

For Me:
Clean room >_>;;
Empty last two tubs from school
Finish MLP Custom
Work on Dragon stuffed animal
Make ref sheet for Hafnia
Make cover for Dimitri Dragon comic (rename it too >_>;; )
Finish First page of comic
Finish "At the Pub" picture
Finish "Here comes Trouble" picture
Finish "At the Hospital" picture
Finish "Blaze" picture
Finish "Kash the Dhole" picture
Design and Ad for something
Finish "Cutesy" picture
Don't start on any new big "OMG DETAIL" pictures until all the ones on this list are done >_>;;;
Make ref sheet for Steven
Make ref sheet for Liquor
Make ref sheet for Bojangles
Make ref sheet for Guurg
Make ref sheet for Gerald
Make ref sheet for Wielkefar
Make ref sheet for Kedgit (priority ref sheet)
Make ref sheet for Horatio
Make ref sheet for Roxanne
Make ref sheet for Frensel
Make ref sheet for Dax
Make ref sheet for Roy
Make ref sheet for Samsori
Make ref sheet for Detlek
Make ref sheet for Rafael
Make ref sheet for Oxyo
Make ref sheet for Tax
Make ref sheet for Locke
Make ref sheet for Oucardo
Draw Bandsona "Weid Al"
Draw Bandsona "Aqua"
Petpages for Bluff (almost done), Picard (working on), Tain, Oucardo, Cedric, Oxyo, Jhom, Alpontoe, Locke, Roy, Angst, Flava, Kurt, Eniki, Kash, Kolenta, Prince, Marth, Shillery, and Edgar ( <_<;; there's no way I'm going to get all of these done before September, but I can at least try. )

I'm still waiting to see colored collabs from the following:

Commission me!

GO TEAM >= D




Our Comic:


I am a member of the

Stamps full of win:
:thumb73509735:

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Well, I'm feeling a lot better now. Not 100 percent, but definitely better I'm taking measures to just... not think about certain things, because if I don't think about those things, I don't start beating myself up, and I don't start getting upset and beating myself up in front of other people <__<;; And if I'm, not beating myself up, I don't beat up other people in the process, and then EVERYONE IS HAPPY

But anyway. Because of I'm doing this feature thing again

First 10 people to comment get three pictures featured in my next journal I figured since I haven't done it in awhile, if people who got featured last time get featured again, it won't matter, 'cause I bet all of your have improved since then (And if you haven't, shame on you!) Uhh... if you get featured, try and do this in your journal as well, but don't worry about it if you don't want to <_< I'm not going to bother looking to see if you've done it or not.

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TODO LIST

For Others:
Kiriban Prize for Sari
Contest Prize for DayzeeChubb
Sketch Requests from [link]
Color collab with Britt
Color collab with Usi, whenever I get it
Do Harry Potter thingy picture (doing next after current project)

For Me:
Clean room >_>;;
Empty last two tubs from school
Finish MLP Custom
Work on Dragon stuffed animal
Make ref sheet for Hafnia
Make cover for Dimitri Dragon comic (rename it too >_>;; )
Finish First page of comic
Finish "At the Pub" picture
Finish "Here comes Trouble" picture
Finish "At the Hospital" picture
Finish "Blaze" picture
Finish "Kash the Dhole" picture
Design and Ad for something
Finish "Cutesy" picture
Don't start on any new big "OMG DETAIL" pictures until all the ones on this list are done >_>;;;
Make ref sheet for Steven
Make ref sheet for Liquor
Make ref sheet for Bojangles
Make ref sheet for Guurg
Make ref sheet for Gerald
Make ref sheet for Wielkefar
Make ref sheet for Kedgit (priority ref sheet)
Make ref sheet for Horatio
Make ref sheet for Roxanne
Make ref sheet for Frensel
Make ref sheet for Dax
Make ref sheet for Roy
Make ref sheet for Samsori
Make ref sheet for Detlek
Make ref sheet for Rafael
Make ref sheet for Oxyo
Make ref sheet for Tax
Make ref sheet for Locke
Make ref sheet for Oucardo
Draw Bandsona "Weid Al"
Draw Bandsona "Aqua"
Petpages for Bluff (almost done), Picard (working on), Tain, Oucardo, Cedric, Oxyo, Jhom, Alpontoe, Locke, Roy, Angst, Flava, Kurt, Eniki, Kash, Kolenta, Prince, Marth, Shillery, and Edgar ( <_<;; there's no way I'm going to get all of these done before September, but I can at least try. )

I'm still waiting to see colored collabs from the following:

Commission me!

GO TEAM >= D




Our Comic:


I am a member of the

Stamps full of win:
:thumb73509735:

________________________________________________

I just went through and just deleted all of the comments and messages in my message box without checking them. There were over 600 comments that have just been piling up, and there was no way I'd get through them all.

Despite my big todo list, I really don't feel like doing anything on it. In fact, I don't feel like doing much of anything period.

I don't need any explanations, I already know what's wrong.

I have no idea how long it'll take to get me back on my feet, but one thing that I would like right now is just support. Talking about how I feel keeps just upsetting me even more, so.. yeah, just support, no questions. And I'm going to avoid talking to most people, because I've been a jerk these past few months. I'd rather only have one or two people dealing with my jerkiness. One or two people that I know won't take it the wrong way and will understand what I'm going through.

So if I respond to a comment, and I seem snippy or touchy, please don't take it personally. I'm worn out from people taking most of what I say personally or the wrong way, and I don't need more people with hurt feelings. I'm watching what I say to you guys, but this is just in case I'm not in the right state of mind and am replying to comments when I really shouldn't be x_X;;;

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TODO LIST

For Others:
Kiriban Prize for Sari
Contest Prize for DayzeeChubb
Sketch Requests from [link]
Color collab with Britt
Color collab with Usi, whenever I get it
Do Harry Potter thingy picture (Do it soon x_x Due in August.)

For Me:
Clean room >_>;;
Empty last two tubs from school
Finish MLP Custom
Work on Dragon stuffed animal
Make ref sheet for Hafnia
Make cover for Dimitri Dragon comic (rename it too >_>;; )
Finish First page of comic
Finish "At the Pub" picture
Finish "Here comes Trouble" picture
Finish "At the Hospital" picture
Finish "Blaze" picture
Finish "Kash the Dhole" picture
Design and Ad for something
Finish "Cutesy" picture
Don't start on any new big "OMG DETAIL" pictures until all the ones on this list are done >_>;;;
Make ref sheet for Steven
Make ref sheet for Liquor
Make ref sheet for Bojangles
Make ref sheet for Guurg
Make ref sheet for Gerald
Make ref sheet for Wielkefar
Make ref sheet for Kedgit (priority ref sheet)
Make ref sheet for Horatio
Make ref sheet for Roxanne
Make ref sheet for Frensel
Make ref sheet for Dax
Make ref sheet for Roy
Make ref sheet for Samsori
Make ref sheet for Detlek
Make ref sheet for Rafael
Make ref sheet for Oxyo
Make ref sheet for Tax
Make ref sheet for Locke
Make ref sheet for Oucardo
Draw Bandsona "Weid Al"
Draw Bandsona "Aqua"
Petpages for Bluff (almost done), Picard, Tain, Oucardo, Cedric, Oxyo, Jhom, Alpontoe, Locke, Roy, Angst, Flava, Kurt, Eniki, Kash, Kolenta, Prince, Talmex, Shillery, and Edgar ( <_<;; there's no way I'm going to get all of these done before September, but I can at least try. )